Now

2026-08-30

Howdy 🧍‍♀

Things have been happening in my life (as it happens!)

Lets start with some good news;

• I am starting with a new therapist two days from now!
• I got a housing voucher for some local public housing?!?!? (crazy stoked abt that)
• I got an eBike and it’s a w e s o m e
• I fixed my GPU! (turns out that it was just a kernal failure and all I needed to do was update my OS using my CPU’s intergrated graphics)
• I am currently very close to sorting out my home directory situation, WHICH MEANS;
  • I will now not have like 100 Gbs of collective space for vibo gaems
  • I’ll be able to distro hop WAAY easier
  • I’ll be able to set up windows dual boot!! :D
    • (which means I’ll be able to play some games that I’ve been wanting to play for months, like Marathon!)
    • the art design for this game is r i d i c u l o u s

JUST so we’re cleaR

And erm uh I wanna make it clear that if u read the post below this; I am still planning on working on these stories, but I need to not rush it and push myself into a corner, they will be done when I say they’re done! I really hope y’all enjoy what I’ve been writing about. It’s been a real journey learning how to write a story, and I’ve loved every second of it.

Part of the reason I’ve tried to slow down is because I feel like I’ve leaned maybe a little hard on writing as my only artistic medium. I believe in being a complex, multifacted person. So I don’t wanna be constantly frying my brain out trying to write something. I love writing more than most things, and I am now closer than ever before to making the things I want to say appear on a page. But it’s not sustainable for my mental health or even my abilities as a writer to lock myself away and write something til it’s done. I’ve learned that some of the best writers in the world only write for an hour a day. Writing is a wonderful medium to express yourself through, it’s basically as close as we can get to just raw human speech.

But I’ve noticed that I still have this itch when I’m not writing. I enjoy going on walks, on rides in the countryside. And I’m constantly seeing imagery that I like so much, so I take a picture. But the picture doesn’t stick. I realize that I didn’t really understand what I was looking at, because I didn’t really take the time to soak it all in. That all changed yesterday when I drew this:

It’s nowheres near finished, and I don’t even think it’s very good, but I just experimented with elements of a hay pasture I stumbled across. I’ve always had vivid imagery appear to me in dreams, my mind is clearly interested in visual art, and I still have a lot to learn, but I just thought I would indulge my mind for 40 minutes and honestly? I’m quite proud of how it turned out. Thinkin’ I’mma needa invest in a sketch pad some time soon. There’s a journal I’ve wanted for months, but it’s out of print, so I haven’t bought a new one yet </3 If u knpw of one like that, plz lemme know! (bonus points if u send me a link that isn’t amazon)

Okie Dokie, I think that’s all I’ve got for now! L8r nerds!! :3
~ Lewa 💚

2026-08-04

Good morrow!

I just figured I'd update this a lil teensy weensy...

gulp! •_•

I umhhuhh... I been writing a story, right? I uhh.. I asked my friend to make some Vector Graphics for me and in exchange I’d write her whatever she wants. She asked me to write a story, and I told her about a story that I wanted to write. My hubris knows no bounds. I was like; “I know how to write a story! That’s easy! :D” ← (idiot face)

Lewa did not know how to write stories.

So I put the project on hold and read some books.... Then I read some books with stories in them... Then I started writing a story... And it quickly got out of hand.. and now it's like a novella and holy shit writing short stories is hard!!! 😀😵‍💫🫨🫠 ← (me getting beat into a pulp by facts & logic)

Stories got hands!!

So.. n e ways.. Not only am I creating one story about a wolf in search of answers and a fae in search of peace, but I am also writing a book of fables, and an anthology set in the realm of 04 Areas/The Wolf & The Fae/The wolf & the Fae! It's going to have organic computers hackers, explorers that get lost in dimensional rifts, and of course, many many more gay fuckin' lesbians kissing. I think I will call it Frutiger Aero Fairy Paradise, and I have still have absolutely no clue when It's gonna be finished!!! We fuckin' LOVE doubling down!!! >:3 ⌚🔥🌐

And as far as the collection of fables is concerned, it will most likely be finished first. It’s ALSO gonna be tied to a much larger project that I may very well spend the rest of my life working on. But it's gonna take a while before I'm ready to even begin to talk about that puppy...

But, I think to repay my friend, I'm going to finish a gay lil story right now!! So, now You can read an entire portion of 04 Areas/The Wolf & The Fae/The wolf & the Fae right now! it’s called The Bee. I hope u enjoy it :) <3

2026-05-31

Don’t mind me, just going insane amidst the fucking staggering beauty of the spring. So insane, in fact, that I made a whole poetry project about it! It’s called Spring Unsprawling backwards, & I’m very happy to say that you can go read it right now, for free. I put so much work into it, and I still managed to finish it before spring was technically over! Imagine that? a timely art project, done and packaged?

IDK what’s next 4 me, but it will probably be some summer ritualism! The solstice is fast approaching, & I would very much like to camp on top of a mountain when it happens. Sounds kind of awesome. Anyways, get the fuck out of here! Go read a book or go on a walk or do something that leaves you fulfilled.